YOU KNOW SOMETHING MOM AS I SIT HERE AND REMINESSE ABOUT THE DAYS OF OLD AND HE WOULD FIGHT, LAUGH,TELL JOKES AND DRINK COFFEE TILL THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING ... I WOULD TELL YOU MY DEEP DARKEST SECRETS AND HOPED YOU WOULD KEEP THEM WITH YOU TILL YOU WENT TO SLEEP IN THEM PEARLY GATES AND GOD ONLY KNOWS THEM NOW ... HE KEEPS EVERYONE'S SECRETS WELL I WISH HE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME HIS SECRET WHEN IT WAS YOUR TIME TO SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS SO THAT I COULD HAVE BEEN MORE MORE PREPARED FOR THAT DAY I COULD HAVE MADE MORE COFFEE OR TOLD ONE MORE JOKE OR EVEN TURNED BACK THE HANDS OF TIME BUT AS THE OLD SAYING GOES GOD ONLY KNOWS THE SECRETS OF TIME AND EVERLASTING FATE .. WELL IM GONNA TRY AND GO TO SLEEP WITHOUT CRYING MY SELF TO SLEEP P.S I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS WATCHING OVER ME MOM.... NO MATTER WHERE I AM AND I KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE WAITING FOR ME ON MY SECRET DAY ... TILL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR DAUGHTER KIMMY.